S A V E M E...

what is this feeling I'm having..
it hurts so much..

I'm missing something in my life..
or is it my heart?

I remember all the things we've done..
all the things we've shared..
n it hurts just by thinking..

my mind is telling me to forget them..
that u hurt me too many times..
that u r not the one for me..
n it hurts..

my heart..is not telling me anything..
but its making me remember everything about u..
that maybe deep down..
I miss u..
n it hurts..

I know that time will heal me..
I will get over u..
perhaps..

we've been through a lot..
maybe too much..

n it's ur face..
I keep seeing..
ur voice..
I keep hearing..
n it hurts..

when will this ends?
when will I have the courage to walk with my head high?
when will this pain gone?

I'm not myself..
I'm no one..

but I know I have to keep going..
since u r no longer by my side..

although it hurts..
God please give me strength..
to carry on..
to forget u..
all about u..

it hurts..
n I don't want to feel this anymore..

save me..