C H O I C E S..

tho' its hard to make choices, this life is all about choices..
2 learn 2 really appreciate our own choices is sumthin' we ought 2 do..
but sometimes we just don't know where 2 start..

tho' it was a horrible mistake I have done, tho' there's no turning back, I still believe that I can change this so-called fate..
I'm trying my best 2 pick myself up..2 gather all my strength..2 fix this..

tho' in the end I know, that everything depends on that special sum1..
that person n the choices she will make..

how that person will define her own happiness..will it be with me or with sum1 else..
will we walk that path 2 the future 2gether, or go on our separate ways..

I know one thing 4 sure..
tho' that person might find that she's regretting one or two things..or everything..
I don't have any regrets 4 d times we spent 2gether..
all the things I've said n dun..all the right things..all the bad things..
everything led me closer 2 that person..
we r indeed humans..
we r born 2 make mistakes..
n if that mistakes will take her away from me..than I'll ask nothing, nothing but 4giveness..
n let God b my witness, that I never mean her harm..

this feeling is true..honest..pure..

but in d end..nothing I say or do wil matter..
b'coz that person is d one holding all d decisions..
it is that person choice now..

n anything u decide from now on..I will learn 2 welcome it..
in my heart..

this is me, standing at ur door..
why am I here?
it's cold out here..
it's dark n lonely..
all I know is, I've been standing here 4 a long time..
waiting 4 sum1 2 open d door..
n perhaps u will notice me..
n open d door 4 me..
n maybe with ur kindness..u will let me inside..
in 2 d blazing light of ur warm lovely heart..

yes, I have been waiting 4 u 4 a long time..
n I am still waiting..
n 4 d days yet 2 come, I will still b waiting here..

this is me, standing at ur door..