I Love You..

Gud nite love...

Haven't seen seen you in a while..
How are you? You know my prayers are always with you..
Lots of things happened with me and I'm sure you have lots of thing going on in your life too..
Hope they're all good things..

Haven't dreamed you in a while..
Wonder if I have finally get over you..
But I'm still the same person, you know, deep inside..
Same old, same old..

Been thinking a lot lately..
Thinking about if we meet again..
One day, I know, we'll cross paths again..
Wonder what it would feel like..

I don't know what I'm going to say, that day, or act, for that matter..
Maybe we'll just keep walking ignoring each other..
Maybe we'll smile at each other..

Wonder if you would talk to me..
Or I would have the courage to strike up a conversation..
Wonder what we're going to talk about..

Maybe about nothing, or the weather..
Nothing serious..
Or maybe, just maybe, we'll talk about our times together..
Or how we feel about each other after all the things that happened between us..

What would you say? What will I say?
Wonder if I'll have the courage to say these;

I loved you, I'm still in love with you..
No matter how hard I tried to get rid of you from my mind, I never succeed..

I love you.. Though we broke up n parted ways in tears and shouts, I love you..
I yelled at you, I know, because I was too afraid of losing you..
I cried, I know, because it always hurts to much when you lose someone you cherish the most in your heart..

And it doesn't matter now who's right and who's wrong..
Because, in the end, I love you..
And it was me who drove you away, and it was me who failed to protect your love for me..

I love you dear, I always do..
I pray for your happiness all the time..
I hope for all the best the world can offer you..

I love you, even if you found someone new, someone you truly love for the rest of your life..
Even if you're happy without me..

I'm crying now, knowing that you would be happy without me..
Knowing that I could never be the one to bring you those happiness..
But I'm also crying now because; I want you to be happy..
It doesn't matter who or when or what, as long as you're happy..

I want to say more, I really do..
But I think those above have to suffice for now..
Because it will take me forever to tell you how I feel about you..

And after all said, I really want to hear your response..
But I know I wouldn't be strong enough to hear your words..

That's way I wrote them here..
Let God be the only one who knows..
The real me, my true heart..
I love you..
Gud night love..