M E M O R I E S..

I'm sitting here trying 2 remember..how u used 2 sleep on my chest..
how ur face was so calm n peaceful when u were asleep..
when ur face was so close 2 mine n I can felt u breathing, I used 2 smile n stroke ur beautiful hair..
it was something I couldn't describe with words..how it made me feel so alive n peaceful..
how d feeling of happiness was too much 4 my heart I could not breathe..


then I would kiss u on ur forehead, n ur eyes, n ur cheek, then ur chin..
so gentle I didn't want 2 wake u up..
then my desires got d best of me n I would steal a kiss..on ur lips..
just 2 feel ur sweet perfect God-given lips..

those were d best times in my life..
n when u woke up, took a deep breath, n our eyes met..
u smiled at me..just smiled..
we didn't need any words 4 our feelings 4 each other..

then we kissed..
ur kiss was so warm..
d taste of it went thru my veins..
my whole body shivered..
n I wouldn't let go of ur lips..

wrapped my hands around u..
held u so tight..but it felt like it wasn't tight enough..
it felt like u would slip thru' my fingers..


after a while I finally let ur lips go..
then I would look at ur face n said those three words..
I Love U..
those three words I've said so many times..
but it felt like I haven't said enough..


those were d times..
those were our memories..
n those memories will stay in my heart 4ever..


even now when I wake up in d mornin'..
I would look 2 my side..
u're there..smillin' back at me..
holding my hands..so gentle..so warm..it's lovely..

but then ur image fades away..
n I realize..
that was just my mind playing tricks on me..
that was just ur image..
that was just my memory..
our memories..


but I keep on hoping..
d next mornin I wake up..
u will b next 2 me..d real u..
wish I could hold u in my arms again..